good bye job...

I'm in this particular place right now. I feel as though everyone around me is moving at 500 mph and I'm cruising at a steady pace of 15mph. I know I'm in a funk, I can't help it. I think this is how you act when you realize you'll be sans a full time job in less than 2 weeks.
Today at my daughters daycare they pleaded and begged for me not to remove Ella from their program. I laughed it off and thanked them. Having someone beg to watch your daughter is a HUGE compliment. I was touched.
And though I laugh, smile and talk about how everything is going to be "fine"- I don't always feel that way inside. The fact that I cried in my car after leaving my daughters daycare makes that quite obvious....